tightness of the rib-cage. questions sat, longing to be spoke, on the tip of my tongue. the fear of not knowing is driving me mad. i can’t seem to shake this feeling of dread. i’m violently spinning, inside my own head. hanging onto what i have by
a single thread, by a single thread. battling out the fight in my mind. this diseased feeling is something that i’m trying to hide. tear my lungs from my chest. so i can lay this agony to rest. my words are choked, i’m gonna be sick, i tremble in place just by the thought of this. my tongue is swollen as i lay awake. dwelling with regret and the mistakes i’ve made. i walk with ruin and my wars on my back. wisdom cannot save me, forget all i’ve had. my soul, resides and swims in the depths of the flood. i know enough is enough. i need time to feel, i need time to heal. to release this grip from the ache i feel.
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