Ache

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released June 6, 2019

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Track Name: Mould
i’ll let the devil have his way when your bones are rotting away,
i’ll let the devil fucking have his way, when your bones are rotting away. suffocate, the executionist and the bringer of plagues. choked under the weight of your burdens. light of life, flickers in the ashes. choked by the flames, as you watch your world burn. famine resides in your stomach. as you’re swallowing our names. watch the world burn. your sickness, is eating away at you. there is no cleanliness of your youth. staring into the lake of fire. you realise. that the tables have turned. your anguish, is surfacing. as you victimize yourself. you’re the kin to suffering and you’ll always fucking try, but the place where you belong is lower than hell. the pain burns in my hands, if my misery doesn’t kill me, i know you fucking will.
Track Name: Traits
traits. lying to yourself was your biggest mistake. you have become everything you hate.
Track Name: Strain
the violence, the tolerance, the self despising agony and strain. your life has taken its toll on mine. you’re not the fucking same. i couldn’t save you from yourself. in life, we struggle. our demons, our reasons. i cannot stress enough how invested i was with you. no matter how hard i try, you couldn’t see this through, you couldn’t see this through. no. you couldn’t see this through, you left me in the the dark. an illusive world of pain, my days of misery have come to haunt me again. i cannot save you this time, all you see is red. the person i once knew inside you is long gone and dead. the person i once knew is long gone and dead. i cannot save you this time all you see is red. i won’t suffer anymore. i don’t understand the reason, why you’d always victimise yourself.
Track Name: Bad Blood
disgusting taste, ignorant waste. in a casket of wood, you’re buried in your hate. you bury yourself in egotistical bullshit. you try so hard, but you’ll never fucking get it. same shit a different day. you’re still the cities urban decay. i look in your eyes, i’ll tell you what i see, a masterpiece of catastrophe. you pride yourself on where you have been. not the things you have done or the people you meet. you fucking rat, see your jaw on the pavement whilst twitching with shame. when all you lead is a life of sin. you lack respect, hang your fucking head. envy eats through your weakening bones. tearing your dreams to black fucking stone. you choke on your fucking words, fester in your self-worth mother fucker. choke on your words, choke on your words. you lack respect, hang your fucking head. no respect. bad blood.
Track Name: Burn The Baron
i don’t care what you think. i know how much your worth. its just a numbers game. yours lies will be unearthed. straighten up your tie, prepare your false acclaim. i can’t believe you’ve bit the hand that’s feeds you once again. disgusting and revolting. the truth behind your eyes is a disease. false cosmetic and it’s so god damn pathetic. you’ve lost every single chance to feel. twist your words, sell your pride. we all know you’ve got something to hide. no emotion, yet filled with hate. money is the only thing that you appreciate. bury your guilt, in all you have. consciousness is resting heavy on your back. to all of those, you lead astray, we turn our backs and walk away, we turn our backs and walk away. forced under, your oppression. i will not be a factor of your obsession. no sympathy, only pride. we want you back here dead or alive, we want you back here dead or alive. you and your family, you talk the talk, but you’re dead to me. you have become the manifestation of greed. you don’t walk the walk, you talk too much and you fall apart. only one consequence fit for your means. punishment. you bite the hand that feeds, you bite the hand that feeds. cover your greed in all you’ve built. eaten by your guilt.
Track Name: Choked
the void inside us is filled with the zeitgeist, no love to be found, all
passions have died. forced to wonder in a world of greed, sucking us dry, deprived of what we need. the air i breathe is thick with blood but no matter how hard i try, nothing is ever enough. it’s never enough. death resides, dead inside, you have to understand that all love dies. break my sanity, destroy my humanity. loose all peace, crush all hope, choke, choke choke. i wanna watch you choke. broken fingers. my broken soul. i always knew that you would die alone. drown yourself in your decay. you watched your life slip away. slip away. you watched your life slip away. i prayed for your demise in my head. i’ll kill what’s left of you instead.
Track Name: Silver Skin
peace has become a distant memory to me. a world that i once knew has now died in vein. i cannot help but see this world in black and white. i wont let the suffering suck the colour from my life. from my fucking life. pushing the shiver to the depths of my frozen ribcage. i shake in fear. when no one is near. eyes turn to silver, lungs turn to gold. peace has become a distant memory to me. a world that i once knew has now died in vein. shame, shame, i cannot numb the pain. wondering through the acres of obsession, meaningless march through my empty days. this skin won’t contain me.
Track Name: Ache
tightness of the rib-cage. questions sat, longing to be spoke, on the tip of my tongue. the fear of not knowing is driving me mad. i can’t seem to shake this feeling of dread. i’m violently spinning, inside my own head. hanging onto what i have by
a single thread, by a single thread. battling out the fight in my mind. this diseased feeling is something that i’m trying to hide. tear my lungs from my chest. so i can lay this agony to rest. my words are choked, i’m gonna be sick, i tremble in place just by the thought of this. my tongue is swollen as i lay awake. dwelling with regret and the mistakes i’ve made. i walk with ruin and my wars on my back. wisdom cannot save me, forget all i’ve had. my soul, resides and swims in the depths of the flood. i know enough is enough. i need time to feel, i need time to heal. to release this grip from the ache i feel.
Track Name: Liberation
there were reasons i tried to numb the pain. things i didn’t wanna face, forcing myself to forget. i was trying to repair my life, i gave into my rage, gave into my hate. so many things have been left unsaid, my body, my bones, inside i’m fucking dead. it took every ounce of patience that i had, but after endless years i finally got my liberation. fighting, the urge, that toke me under. i know, i can’t let this pull me down like it did before i cannot forget what i’m living for. fighting, the urge, that toke me under. i know, i can’t let this pull me down like it did before. i cannot forget what i’m living for. MTXS i’ve finally found my liberation.
Track Name: Plague
misery looms over me. cold shooting pains up my spine. it crushes my throat and i’ve lost all hope and i cant make up my mind, no not this time. my misery, like a stone weighs down on top of me. my apathy, knows no bounds and gets the best of me. my weakness, knows no bounds, with my head in the clouds. my envy, strike the heart, tore my life apart. i cannot find a single scrap of hope in this fucked up age. everyone always comes and goes leaving stain after stain. cannot find the peace in my mind after, time and time again. the true colours of this race has come uncurled, humanity has choked the world. there’s a rage in the depths of me. to shelter my mind, against the world outside. wondering ghost that had no life, roaming this world in search of its pride. wondering this world in search of pride, wondering this world in search of pride. remove my eyes, so i cannot see the lies, so they do not reach the passage of my fucking mind. spitting blood reliving my past. we all know this way of life wasn’t meant to last. i cannot find a single scrap of hope, in this fucked up age. everyone always comes and goes, leaving stain after stain. cannot find the peace in my mind after, time and time again. the true colours of this race has come uncurled. humanity has choked the world. humanity has choked the world.

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